Friday, February 18, 2011

Cramps 24 Hours After Ovulation

little bit of blogging .. after the wall paint, with flowers ...



a week without smoking. as you can see from my photo, I'm still in reasonably good shape. Today starts week 2 ..

all those who have always said that it is incredibly difficult to stop, were right and I apologize to them in spirit, for I've held for low and damn cowards. I know now, what are withdrawal symptoms. yes. one week was pure hell, but today is the first day that I feel somewhat like a human. I miss the cigarettes still animal, but it's not like a black hole in me, which fattens the gift. and always will be greater. it decreases slowly. very slowly.
I am now almost happy. :)

one can see from my photo good.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

What Is The Difference Between Magic Movie

hurray, I almost said Hossa, but I can net ... I'm still living!

I hope it's true, tell me what many of them. namely, that one will eventually feel normal again. and pain that the weggeh'n. At some point. mh. I was so close to smoking again, just earlier. I've read my stories ... that was the feeling that time just awesome to me to smoke one and I imagine one of my stories. and that's what I can not. so I hope everything comes back. it's only just under a week without smoking and I'm too impatient as usual.
but a week feels like a month. and I've already increased. yes. just great.

any rate, I'll probably go on. without smoking, because I was a good reason, it had allowed to remain. so awesome it is my health did not go more, namely, the last year. I really had a hell of a funny feeling when I've indulged my few cigarettes of the day. no, it already fits the way it is. clearly I lack creativity, but is sure to return. that is not really coming from the smoke, but to me, ha-ha ...

Ferret Hutches Lancaster

66

I have today written 66th
Because I dropped the spoon when eating yogurt on the button 6.
Because I was in fact assaulted joghurtverrücktem of a hangover.

Now if anyone has a deeper meaning behind this blog entry finds him looking AND .... ask him to write me!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Collecting Unemployment While Working In Nj

the terrible day 03

day three without cigarettes. It's just awful and painful and I want to hide in my room, crying and man .. it is hell. I'll go to bed very early, but I sleep too much anyway, simply because I myself can not stand in the moment. it's so much help. and I'm grateful, really! But sometimes I can feel only pain. I'd like to be happy. but it is not easy.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Butal Apap Caff Plus How Does It Work

over the dead and live

father Manfred died the day before yesterday. I do not like blogging about it. only that I do not know how I m. can comfort. whenever it matters, I'm almost speechless. but I'll try anything.


on tumblr a girl told me that the dad of her friend and just dies and that one can not help it. He has lung cancer and he dies. is what it looks shitty real life. death is so real, you can do nothing, you are confronted constantly with it.

I can quite simply, out of a decision to stop smoking? Most people who need meds and yes nicorette and the white vulture what else.

I wonder how it will be from now, without a cigarette. cough no more? no heartbeat, no sweating at night, and this terrible fear of death will then also go away again. stop all this I get as compensation for's.

I'd say that is a deal.

a life without fear of death. I'm much too young to think about dying every day ans, but that is what I've done the last few years. every day.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Verbs To Describe Spiderman

open wound



yesterday in the middle of the night. I should sleep. Instead, I sit in color at the compi, clap on the virtual canvas of the large poly, hear the roar mukke headphones on and enjoy myself just damn good. the result is this picture her. open wound. krass, oder? :)

What Is Unprossed Coca

mom and her stomach ...

die wichtigste neuigkeit des tages: mom hat keinen magenkrebs! sie hatte oft schmerzen und krämpfe und im dezember muste sie dann ins krankenhaus. sie hatte die ganze nacht lang krämpfe und konnte keine sekunde schlafen. eigenartigerweise hat sie bis zum morgen gewartet und es dann dad gesagt, der sie ins krankenhaus gebracht hat. dort war sie dann eine geschlagene woche lang. man hat dann festgestellt, dass ihr magen total entzündet ist (bzw. die magenschleimhäute) und dass einige stellen aufgeplatzt sind, also echte offene wunden. eine wirklich schlimme sache. gottseidank ist sie ins krankenhaus gegangen. einige zicken ja mächtig rum, weil sie angst haben. mom ist nicht so feige!! im contrary, it is a courageous woman, as has happened in the investigations but very unpleasant.

today she had to go back into hospital and had her second become gastroscopy (...) and we have clearly established that the bodies are less inflamed. however, it is not quite over yet. they did not want anesthesia (yes you get normally a syringe before this nasty black must swallow hose). mom is very brave, they just wanted to know exactly what is done with her. if you get the injection, you are so groggy that neither you nor hear anything see you kick it away. the mouth to stun anyway, they spray inside any medium, otherwise it would be difficult den schlauch zu schlucken.

mann, ich schreib das auf und mir wird total schlecht, allein bei der vorstellung. ich hätte ein riesenproblem mit dieser untersuchung. ne gastroskopie ist neben der darmspiegelung sicher das schlimmste. in dieser hinsicht bin ich sicher anders als meine liebe mom, ich würde wahrscheinlich im letzten augenblick noch versuchen, zu flüchten.

jedenfalls wird mom weiterhin diese riesigen kapseln schlucken und das ganze wird gut ausgehen. diese tabs sind sicher nicht ohne, aber das allerwichtigste im moment. manchmal geht's halt einfach nicht ohne pharming.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

What's The Price On A Mechadoll

the hidden owl



eins meiner raren experimentellen sets. leider hatte ich bisher noch nicht the courage to do what I please, regardless of whether others like it or not. Last night it was so far and I just start tinkered, and it was pure fun, and brought much more to make than to force something beautiful and popular want to. I also like really like typography. at least I'm intending to do much more in this direction, to experiment more and sometimes without any real plan to make fun with colors and fonts.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Erection During Hernia Exam

Klara Kohoutova - Zvahlav